mind/head

High as a kite I wrote you letters that won't arrive Cause it scares me once you say goodbye Scares me when all lights go out Most days i feel like winter's gone and summer's here Pretending i'm no good at tears, thinking I am greater than my greatest fears But once you clear the air I'll hide behind your hair and swear that things aren't fair Just stay and please don't go anywhere Don't figure out the truth I'll blame it on the constant fear you won't be here because I'm not so sweet to the touch But i'm not quite bitter enough So if i ask for too much Then please don't hang me up And i'm not scared, I'm just afraid and who's to blame? And if i close my eyes and hear the words i say I'll know i'm caught between my mind and my own head And your the just the one that tells me it's okay And it gets lonely when your stuck in your own head While I'm holding onto words I claimed you said I know I'm always tryna make you into someone else you're not But you're just the one to tell me maybe time will make the best of us And I'll be there to try to keep you sane