CATHARSIS

I want a diet based on caviar and lobster Best believe I won't be feeling no imposter syndrome I'm working hard. I've been here creating bars I'm sick of producing dark shit I love it, but just listen to when I put my subconscious to it I know my guardian and I wouldn't call him angel I focus on the days I feel like I got it all And I always love today I just love tomorrow more Sometimes I listen to biggie Laying face down on the carpet I like listening to violent shit I think it's cathartic It makes me less inclined To follow through with all my thoughts And it's better for my heart To not go through all the heartache That's why I don't get attached easily I've had some hard days I used to be extremely susceptible to emotions At seven, I had a water balloon And stuck some eyes on it Called it Bob, my brother popped it I cried for 20 minutes And got teased for my attachment I didn't know what cash did Why everyone wanted it But soon I got enlightened When I saw that little Lego set I remember what mama said It's your money you can do what you want with it But I didn't have it yet Waited for a while And when I finally had it Made her bring me back in town The Lego set was gone Just sold, I saw it in the hands Of someone unworthy and spoiled I didn't cry, then I knew I was growing That's how I knew I was growing I didn't cry, but I should've Catharsis and shit Okay, let's get it back again Another story, another year, another Jordan If the night is getting boring Pop a molly, another beer I got no metal face I never reduce to only having a beer left At least a couple kegs I listen to myself and see the old me fade to black I used to be so innocent Then the years took my hand And drifted me from the mainland To where you smell the crack bubbling Where thieves attack Don't think just cause they're tourists here Florence isn't packed with evil and bad decisions It's rapid from a bad look to getting stabbed Here children walk around with switchblades Just to be part of a baby gang f*ck Pray you don't get pocket watched by an 11-year-old You're not part of a hazing Or just basic protocol You cut somebody then get called by a 20-year-old Who did the same thing for the same reasons Nine years ago Jordan's back again and got a classic on him Mezzo fiorentino e mezzo americano Stai tutto geloso perché sto spaccando Motherfucker, shut the f*ck up Imma gonna catch you Run around like ain't nobody's business F*ck your bitch and check her off my f*ck list Try to knock, don't wanna interrupt Don't want to interrupt That bitch a cup I be going fast So I leave her in the dust Leave that bitch to me You don't know how to make her come You were not able, you are disabled Your stupidity is crippling you're unfaithful I was serious now I'm not Got that sample rocking on my c Wait, what? Bring that shit back Jordan is back You know Jordan is back You was waiting for that autotune You was waiting for that You was waiting for that Free thugger I never said that, but free thugger I like his music I don't know what happened or what he did But free him I want more of his music