Painted memories

Sleeping soundly A knock on my window A voice that I was dreaming of wakes me up I ran out to you,  you were good to me But yesterday you said I feel like the magic is lost And I know that I really fucked up so I'm scared Ooh That these beautiful painted memories will haunt me Will you really go? You've got no idea of how I love you fondly Can we take it slowly? I'd be laying by your side If only I would have walked outside But I've turned rocks into mountains all my life So I sabotaged joy on a beautiful night Bought a ticket in self defeat You wished me the best I left wanting your text And as always I ran out to you,  you were good to me But yesterday you said I feel like the magic is lost And I know that I really fucked up so I'm scared Ooh That these beautiful painted memories will haunt me Will you really go? You've got no idea of how I love you fondly Can we take it slowly?