I wish I knew

Sometimes I look at the sky I wish I knew Wonder why you died I wish I knew Seeing through my past Hoping it would change I am me Bricks upon bricks Elevated on both sides I can't see I wish I knew Mom I wish I was happier Together I'm sorry I was harsh You had me falling apart I never meant to hurt you Hoping you would change We are we And in the end our actions speaks From the wounds in our hearts