introvert

I always say the wrong thing When someone else is talking Feels like everyone is watching To see me fail Makes me really really nauseous Try to play it more cautious Cause I know I'm so toxic When I open my mouth Mom says to smile more But what's there to smile for When I'm just another door For someone to walk through Cause talking is like a wound Opened and bleeding through With every word that comes from you Cutting deep down to the root Talking is just a game Fighting for some small gain Trying to get your way The strategy manipulate I always fail to mention The disclaimers and essence When I answer I'm guessing Cause I'll know after the fact Makes me feel so stupid Cause if only I knew it Right before I go through it Then I'd make more sense Mom says to open up But the moment I give some trust People say that I'm just too much They say I'm the problem Cause talking is like a wound Opened and bleeding through With every word that comes from you Cutting deep down to the root Talking is just a game Fighting for some small gain Trying to get your way The strategy manipulate