Monster

I'll admit I've gone to dirty sites And I'll admit that I've told plenty lies I'll admit I've smoked a couple of times Yes I'll admit I've cheated once or twice I know what has been done I win some lose a lot Addiction really sucks But Is this what I've become? How do I love you? With all of these whores in my room Idols I've built before you Each of them build my own tomb How do I choose you? Above all the things that I do The devil bewitched me but who Is there to blame when I'm the monster too I'll admit I've stolen from a friend And I'll admit I envied all she did I'll admit I've drank to meet my end Yes I'll admit sometimes I don't regret But I know what has been done Oh I lie and I give up Oh I'm selfish way too much So is this what I've become? How do I love you? With all of these whores in my room These idols I've built before you Oh each of them build my own tomb How do I use you? But not ever get attached to All of the sin that I do? Saying sorry seems overused How do I choose you? Above all the things that I do The devil bewitched me but who Is there to blame when I'm the monster too Oh how do I love you? Above all the things that I do How do I use you? Without abusing your truth How do I choose you? When the monster been my muse God I've needed How I'll need you How I need you