don't call me i'll text you

I love you, don't want you I don't want to lose you I'm scared that I'll hurt you or worse I Might grow to hate you Or get tired of you 'Cause I am too used to being alone Don't call me, i'll text you I just need some space to Forget how I love you or else I Will come running to you Do anything for you 'Cause I don't really want to let you go I'm trying to put me first I'm trying to know my worth But then you smile And I lose all my nerve I forget what I learned You turn me into a senseless child I like the space in between I like that it's not just you and me I don't want you to leave, but I want to feel free Just wait for me please Don't get on your knees, time is all that I need Can you just leave me be, I feel like I can't breathe I don't trust emotions They jump straight to hoping I'm left disappointed, so I'm Quicker at leaving Know I'm being selfish But I don't think I can hold you close I'm trying to put me first I'm trying to know my worth But then you smile And I lose all my nerve I forget what I learned You turn me into a senseless child I like the space in between I like that it's not just you and me I don't want you to leave, but I want to feel free Just wait for me please Don't get on your knees, time is all that I need Can you just leave me be, I feel like I can't breathe