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I've been living in extremes Never falling between Black and white Always reach for shades of gray But can't stand clouds in my day It's a losing fight I hope I last the night I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore I think I should have kept score All the times I fell before I got you running round and round in my head With all the things that I should have said That might have kept you in my bed But now I'm waiting for your train Hoping I'll hear you call my name Mocking mirror on the wall Can't see myself at all Just how I see you Treading through the memories Of who I used to be To find a point of view Is lying all I know how to do I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore I think I should have kept score All the times I fell before I got you running round and round in my head With all the things that I should have said That might have kept you in my bed But now I'm waiting for your train Hoping I'll hear you call my name I could hold in my hand every hour we spent losing sleep The pieces and bits of myself that I hid I tried slowly to show you not give all control to a man I couldn't know Where all my good sense go I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore I think I should have kept score All the times I fell before I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore (I'm not so good at that letting myself) I think I should have kept score (Dive in you're thinking that that I could swim) All the times I fell before (Face first I'm falling flat on the shore) I got you running round and round in my head With all the things that I should have said That might have kept you in my bed But now I'm waiting for your train Hoping I'll hear you call my name