Better Now

Everyday is the same I lie awake at night Desperate praying for escape From this hell I live in This abandoned feeling Haunting through my mind They tell me that "I'm fine" They say "You'll be alright" But you don't know the sickness That is killing me inside It's a lonely ghost Feeding on my soul And I'm slowly fading into grey I'm better now Alive and barely breathing As I'm stepping down Off the ledge I'm fighting And I'm scared of all the silence But It's hard for me to hide this I just wanna say that "I am better now" Can I be better now? Trapped inside the nights Where the pain lives in my eyes But no one truly cares to see That these ghosts that friend me They look so inviting Say I won't be alone They're taking me home Because I'm better now Alive and barely breathing As I'm stepping down Off the ledge I'm fighting And I'm scared of all the silence But It's hard for me to hide this I just wanna say that "I am better now" Can I be better now? (They tell me that "I'm fine") (They say "You'll be alright") (They tell me that "I'm fine") (It's a lonely ghost) (Feeding on my soul) (And I'm slowly fading into grey) (I'm Fine) Breathe in Breathe out Keep my feet on the ground I'm alright now I'm alright now Breathe in Breathe out Keep my feet on the ground (Breathe in) (Breathe out) I'm better now Alive and barely breathing As I'm stepping down Off the ledge I'm fighting And I'm scared of all the silence But It's hard for me to hide this I just wanna say that "I am better now" Can I be better now? (That am better now) (Can I be better now?) (The sickness that is killing me inside) And I'm scared of all the silence But It's hard for me to hide this I just wanna say that "I am better now" Can I be better now?