Save Me (Throw Away 2)

Lord save me yea Save me Cause I can't seem to trust myself with me anymore I've been damaged from my past trauma struggling to carry daily But I won't share my pain I stay behind doors may be my problem When I try to open up I get timid to do it Cause last time they looked at me like I'm stupid I'm scared to ask questions cause it leads to the road of hell I play it safe I know they say it's abusive I'm seem to love it though Ask God why he make my heart so big I get too anxious I can't seem to relax I mean you tell me how much love am I supposed to give If the end result just mean I won't get it back How do you view me in your eyes am I the one they need I need some answers lord I'm begging you please Finding every way to stand strong world told me to leave but I won't listen still I choose to believe Pacing back and forth crying fightin myself Mind racing losing sleep daily facing bad health Tough in this game of life I ain't know these the cards I was dealt I'm not okay I'm hurt and I need help But do you hear me Am I wasting time Or did I cross the line Maybe I'm too much for ya know I stay on ten a dime Demons I tried to tame done came alive Sad to say I'm exposed now I can no longer hide Lord save me Save me Woo save me lord Whoa Save me Save me Yea Now here you are again I told you this would happen When I showed you my way and signs you flew right past em You was playin wit the devil like you bout dat action Now you beat and bruised and you ain't went nowhere but backwards Crazy I done gave you freedom of choice to yours or my will But servin two masters is not how I deal no I told you give it to me and just stay calm and silent But you ain't let me hold my end up now there's no balance And for the record son let's talk about yo prayer life I'm the one that's knocking on your heart real late at night I've been here through it all no I never left you side But it seems like you forgot about me nerve to be on strike Everyday in life can't promise it will be pretty I'm gone put you through some the test to make sure you trustin in me I'm gone bless you to the highest busting through every ceiling Your wins wit me are guaranteed I will never play you 50 Tried to warn you before every storm I seen coming But you got mad and lost your faith wouldn't believe nothing Still I kept my eye on you while you was out there running Funny how you only call on me when you need somethin And imma always pick you up that's no doubt But be mindful it's the last days time running out You just give yo life to me don't be committed in sin You will never tame them demons if you keep lettin em in I saved you I saved you I saved you