Throw Away 1

Chasin' my dream I'm certain I will change a life and stack money hope it hit the ceiling Know there's a light at the end of the tunnel but lately strugglin' tough wit' the vision They look at me and see all my strength but what if I told you your boy feelin' weak So can I just get a few minutes to vent tell you about all the things y'all don't see I'm cool and collected I love everybody nine times outta' ten if I said it meant it But I can get ugly I mean real ugly put my heart on ice if I'm pushed to limit Hard to stay strong in this world as a Christian That pressure come heavy but they don't believe it Sometimes when I'm alone feelin' my weakness I tend to fall short in the trap of the demons What do you know you don't know nothin' I'm feelin' the stress cause my pockets is dry Payin' my bills work hard everyday and still struggle sometimes man I just don't know why Can't stay ahead and I do all I can makes me wanna cry Don't you tell me be strong and stay patient I've done it enough man that shhhh is a lie If I got it I'm giving my love is real I swear deep down to the core But lately I'm feelin' so drained out and my head can't take no more Crying these tears and I'm mad at the world I feel nobody cares Some sides of me came out of the blue I swear I wasn't aware Keep me sane lord in my right mind hmm that's my prayer Yea fightin' all these spirits and I can't win need a demon slayer Tried to keep quiet and hold on the pain in hopes that it go away But I had to let it out for a change these type of songs I throw away Throw Away