anxious attachment style

I don't know how to act or how to breathe When nothing's wrong and we're in the clear cuz Nothing wrong feels weird I start to dig for buried arguments And make assumptions when my confidence is Shaken, stirred and poured I have an Anxious Attachment Style Heard in a TikTok In mid July I don't know when to ask and when to not If it's too soon or just long enough My brain's all out of sorts And if I bargain fear and gather courage I'll check my pride and not your phone You'd show it anyways I have an Anxious Attachment Style Heard in a TikTok In mid July So shut me up and kiss me You pinky swear you'll hurt me I frown and interrupt, you say You're human and you'll f*ck up You laugh as if it's funny I stare and you convince me It comes and grows that sickening feeling That you've been lying all along Forgive my lack of trust and Constant need for reassurance I hyper fixate on the past and Ruminate in fights cuz I can't stop wondering Why you put up with me still Is it my gut or scary thoughts? Did I miss a sign or make one up? Can't even trust myself Self sabotage or something else? I have an Anxious Attachment Style