Au Revior, Fucker

All the truths and all the reasons, they only complicate my actions Through the implications I've got nothing to put my mind to rest And I'm staring at the ceiling wondering why I am yearning When it's hard to stomach all attention when you're so depressed I just could die And now I'm broken, self-aware, and more adjectives that you can fit in Then I feel disgusted with myself for feeling low And I can choke on good intentions you use justify your actions But it's hard call out shit behavior when you have no friends I feel like falling through a black hole With the embers of this last bowl Swimming through the darkness Is the only love I've got left