Non-Productivity

Yesterday I made a long to-do list For today; but I haven't done anything Lying in my bed, watching Netflix shows I know, I'm just stuck in non-productivity I claim to myself that I am too busy to start Messing around with non-essential things So I proclaim bad habits legal for today Feeling too lazy to change a thing Today I have bad priorities But I just say, let it be that way I don't know how far this can go But it is too hard to say no-o-o No self-motivation! O, o, o They call it wrong prioritization no, no, no But I'm just seeking some inspiration What can I do - there is nothing wrong To take a nap in the middle of a day [sounds great] A lot of unfinished work occupies my desk But today, everything happens in an unproductive way Trying to catch some inspiration on podcasts I find myself still scrolling through Instagram Here I am, sitting in front of a blank page Counting the time until the deadline Today I have bad priorities But I just say, let it be that way I don't know how far this can go But it is too hard to say no-o-o No self-motivation! O, o, o They call it wrong prioritization no, no, no But I'm just seeking some inspiration Maybe I am not trying hard enough Maybe I am just too tired to start There is no way I can run away Responsibilities know my weaknesses Too many thoughts come to my mind Too many people asking me why Yes, I admit I feel guilty about it! [Maybe a bit] Today I have bad priorities But I just say, let it be that way I don't know how far this can go But it is too hard to say no-o-o No self-complications! O, o, o No self-motivation! O, o, o They call it wrong prioritization no, no But I just need some inspiration