Gone Again

Now she's gone again And I've been feeling fucking lost again Going crazy lost the plot again Coz I turned around and she was gone again Yeah she was gone again Aye Uh I'm so sick of living my life on this solo shit But deep inside my thoughts no girl will ever know those bits Got my fingers closed like when you say I got your nose to kids No bitch will ever hold my hand you all the same some nosey chicks I can't deal with the stress y'all do my head in Some people getting what I say and others think I'm pathetic Damn...I don't expect you all to get it But if you hate I'll make sure when I make it you get credit I got so many forms of motivation A girl ain't one sometimes it sucks My head might start to cave in But since the last been put on blast My heart ain't really vacant If you've seen me smile since the chances are I faked it She played me like she's playing playstation I hate it But know I made that pussy feel amazing when I ate it Yeah There's wasn't ever no complaining So when she said she hated me it really blew my brain man Now she's gone again And I've been feeling fucking lost again Going crazy lost the plot again Coz I turned around and she was gone again Yeah she was gone again I'm sitting writing 'bout the old times Only way I know how to move on from all the stop signs Working on my worth wanna be worthy of a gold mine But won't write my life away ain't worried 'bout no co-signs I'll do it on my own Ain't talking 'bout no soda do it solo for the most My goals so big people barely see the posts But I'm aiming for that top corner won't settle for getting close Ain't no way With a missus missing it's been easier Spitting writtens on a mission with no bitch saying she needing moi But part of me still saying that I'm missing her The kisses and the cuddles and the knowledge I was feeding her Had to let her go I could see that I was stuck She was feasting on everything inside me yeah she was eating up Went from feeling like a kid to acknowledging my feet were stuck Tell me how the f*ck we end up in this evil rut