02 PIPEDREAMS

Everything I thought I ever wanted that's a pipedream Put all of my time and all my heart into these rhyme schemes Got all these ambitions but they're always stuck inside me Only when I finish what I've started I can find peace Everything I thought that I'd become that's a pipedream Gotta come to terms with where I'm from so I can find me Always worry bout what I aint done, I'm only 19 All I really want is just for everyone to like me I used to wanna fly Now I'm having thoughts of cutting off my friends and suicide Now I'm hitting bongs and taking shots I'm asking who am I Act like nothings wrong but in my songs the only time i cry Stuck inside my head with all these visions of a crowd and lights Hoping that I'll realize my mission on the other side Cuz I become a mess when situations turn out do or die And now I'm second guessing why the f*ck i even thought to try Look at all my idols, only 5 years older See what I've done and it can't rival, why can't time move slower I wish this album would go viral, likes ain't hitting my quota I wanna pioneer this style but these rhymes aren't flowing just how i want So I write again until I find some lines I think are hot Give it time I go rewrite but everything still soundin off So I try again and lie again the cycle never stops Until I die again my mind is always haunted by these thoughts Everything I thought I ever wanted that's a pipedream Put all of my time and all my heart into these rhyme schemes Got all these ambitions but they're always stuck inside me Only when I finish what I've started I can find peace Everytime I wanna take farther that's a pipedream Wanna write my name into the stars so they can find me Hoping I can make it to your heart, I still got time, please All I really want is just for everyone to like me