i promise i really am sorry this time

Who the f*ck you are you tryna act like the shit? Wrote an album bout yourself and you still cry like a bitch Rapping bout your fuckin problems as if we give a shit We'll all be dead in 20 years your life ain't significant And yet sometimes you think that you're the greatest person alive At every mirror gotta turn so you can stop and admire You only care about the world that you can see through your eyes And you don't notice who you've hurt cuz it don't f*ck up your life And you don't open up to others in your moments of weakness You're too scared to show emotions cuz you're fucking conceited You don't care bout who you are you just care how you're perceived It's gotten to the point you lying to yourself just to sleep You're fucking privileged as hell, but you're still bitchin and moaning Bout how some girl doesn't like you or how you're life's kinda boring You never lived through hell, and all your life you've been coasting You playin up all your struggles to profit off your emotions Your friends be crying by your side asking you for your help But every time you fuckin tie their problems back to yourself Always brag in subtle ways about the cards you've been dealt Cuz you've had such an easy life that you don't know nothin else You always think that everyone has an opinion about you Search your name up on Twitter still no one thinking about you Keep forgetting bout your friends although they're always around you But you know their lives will move on either with or without you Just an asshole who don't deserve the fame, don't deserve a name Thought that by this time you might've changed, but you're still the same Still a middle schooler in the brain, need to act your age So easy to work up in a rage, life ain't just a game So competitive over the smallest little things Always get more negative when there's no one else to blame In your head shouting expletives until you're up in flames Boy you need a fuckin sedative you're borderline insane Yeah you're borderline insane you cant be trusted Owe so much to everyone and yet you're giving nothing You say you made mistakes and you still claim that you're adjusting But I ain't see no action ain't enough to just discuss them You never put in effort to grow You just let shit happen around you and just go with the flow But all that pressure put on others really taking its toll You're pushing everyone away its no wonder you're alone But I'm guessing that okay cuz you look fine from what I see You're content with not maturing, or at least that's what it seems You're content with never learning, so I guess we'll leave it be Put the burden onto others just so you can still be free Why you ain't get a job yet? Your mom still paying for things You tryna be an artist? You not prepared for what that brings All just selfish nonsense, don't wanna play with the team You're never gonna be popping, never gonna live out your dreams