Reveal(Heal)

Lately I don't know if I'm fugazi or real As my life goes on I'm just capturing reels Subsequently as these feelings come I start to conceal Not understanding what's real Until the tea is spilled Deep inside me is Teal A glimpse of happiness on a wheel But as I roll on it slowly reveals What's underneath this seal Lack of discipline, lack of self love and some guilt Yet to find a jar that these feelings can fill I'm on the road to heal But this time no narcotics or pills Even though I thought about going back to smoking for real Sometimes I just got to sit back Man I just got to chill Always jumping in a relationship without knowing the deal Like signing a contract Not knowing the fine print Now true colors revealed We all need time and self awareness to reveal Yea That's how we gon heal I don't want no one to show me pity In this crime filled city where it's gritty Enjoy the good n bad times yea we litty Because life is just hard but witty On a marathon "Shoutout to Nipsey" Niggas always wanna give me 50 No time for that drama you can miss me I just got to be on my own Learn to be alone If you need me you can hit me on phone I just need some time to heal But first I got to reveal Lately I don't know if I'm fugazi or real As my life goes on I'm just capturing reels Subsequently as these feelings come I start to conceal Not understanding what's real Until the tea is spilled Deep inside me is Teal A glimpse of happiness on a wheel But as I roll on it slowly reveals What's underneath this seal Lack of discipline, Lack of self love and some guilt Yet to find a jar that these feelings can fill I'm on the road to heal But this time no narcotics or pills Even though I thought about going back to smoking for real Sometimes I just got to sit back Man I just got to chill Always jumping in a relationship without knowing the deal Like signing a contract Not knowing the fine print Now true colors revealed We all need time and self awareness to reveal Yea That's how we gon heal LOOK! I don't know why I'm up n down I don't why I'm round n round I don't know why I surround myself around Things tend to make me drown Try to hide then my face starts to frown Cannot orient there is no sound Always gonna have a good heart without a doubt Because what goes around always comes around So no tic for tac no pound for pound No need for revenge no getting that lick back You need to kickback n stop all the chit chat your actions will reflect on you like a rolled up zig zag Open your eyes you're the reflection Like how could miss that Every blessing is yours you just got to claim it The power within you got to tame it Gonna take my mic and imma aim it Dolla Dame when I'm in my lane Go up on stage now I'm famous It's Eli The Entity And You will surely remember me Watch as I fly high like a Tuskegee Just need some time heal But first I got to reveal "But first I got to reveal" Just need some time to heal But first I got to reveal Got to reveal, got to reveal Just need some time to heal But first I got to reveal But first I got to reveal All need some time and self awareness to reveal That's how we gon heal Lately I don't know if I'm fugazi or real As my life goes on I'm just capturing reels Subsequently as these feelings come I start to conceal Not understanding what's real. Until the tea is spilled Deep inside me is Teal A glimpse of happiness on a wheel But as I roll on it slowly reveals What's underneath this seal Lack of discipline, lack of self love and some guilt Yet to find a jar that these feelings can fill I'm on the road to heal But this time no narcotics or pills Even though I thought about going back to smoking for real Sometimes I just got to sit back Man I just got to chill Always jumping in a relationship without knowing the deal Like signing a contract Not knowing the fine print Now true colors revealed We all need time and self awareness to reveal Yea That's how we gone heal