broke up with christmas

I used to be excited for all of December Now I reminisce, reflect, and remember All the festivities of the cold winter But now we’re all quarantined, alone, and bitter I miss being a child, when the world wasn’t ghostly Social distancing so we gotta be lonely Locked in the house, in my bed feeling cozy I used to nap all the time but now I gets no sleep Broke up with Christmas, I have no spirit Don’t try to cheer me up, I don’t wanna hear it It used to be my favorite time of the year But now socializing is the crime of the year Life used to be so simple but now it’s a mess They’re saying deck the halls but I say what the heck Never in my life have been so stressed So i gave up on the holidays, put it to rest Broke up with Christmas, try again next year Broke up with Christmas, try again next year It’s been a while since I felt optimistic The world has been crazy nowadays ballistic I look back on my childhood feeling reminiscent Back to the time when I enjoyed Christmas When you get older it starts to hit different Friends go missing, but you’re not tripping Being alive don’t mean that you’re living But things start to manifest when you start wishing Broke up with Christmas, I have no spirit Don’t try to cheer me up, I don’t wanna hear it It used to be my favorite time of the year But now socializing is the crime of the year Life used to be so simple but now it’s a mess They’re saying deck the halls but I say what the heck Never in my life have been so stressed So i gave up on the holidays, put it to rest Broke up with Christmas, try again next year Broke up with Christmas, try again next year Life is too short so I stopped being negative It’s like making a movie but you do the editing Nothing but love from a distance to my relatives Now I’m back in the mood, living by the etiquette Got back together with Christmas, let’s celebrate Got back together with Christmas, let’s celebrate I’m back with Christmas, yeah I got the spirit Play that Chris brown song yeah I wanna hear it This is always my favorite time of the year My happiness was gone but now it is here Life is still a mess but I’m living it the best Decking the halls and putting up the wreath Yes I was stressed that’s just god with the test Feeling good bout the holidays, I am blessed