Eighteen, Nineteen

Put on my face, paint on a smile I'm not who you want me to be, heaven knows I've tried Can I go home? I won't ever belong here Oh, whoa, don't recognize myself in the mirror I've been hiding for so long All I wanted was to be someone And now I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be eighteen now A little time just to be eighteen now Eighteen, oh, whoa Made some new friends, sometimes I'm still lonely Make myself think nobody really wants to know me Can I go home? I won't ever belong with you Oh, whoa I've been pretending since I was young Caught up in the whirlwind, don't look down And now I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be eighteen now A little time just to be eighteen now Eighteen, oh, whoa, I am Crashing and burning out They said I'd get to know myself But I'm nowhere to be found And now I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be eighteen now A little time just to be eighteen now Eighteen, oh, whoa And everyone told me this would be the time of my life And yet I am caught up in this unwritten history of goodbyes And if this is supposed to be the greatest time of my life Then why am I alone with the anxiety keeping me up all night And everyone told me this would be the time of my life Time of my life No one seems to realize that I am losing my mind Time of my life, time of my life, time of my life I'm not who I want me to be How am I supposed to know everything at eighteen Time of my life, time of my life Yeah, right I've been hiding for so long All I wanted was to be someone And now I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be nineteen now A little time just to be nineteen now Nineteen, oh, whoa, I am Crashing and burning out They said I'd get to know myself But I'm nowhere to be found And now I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be nineteen now A little time just to be nineteen Nineteen, oh, whoa Time of my life, time of my life, time of my life Not who I want me to be How am I supposed to know everything at nineteen Time of my life, time of my life, yeah right I just need some space to breathe out A little time just to be eighteen now A little time just to be nineteen Nineteen, oh, whoa