Parting Thoughts

I don't wanna sink Back to where I was I feel myself falling I see the light above I'm losing my grip I'm starting to slip Is this what I've become A monster in your eyes So now I'm on the run What do I do now Did I let you all down Are these just the growing pains You're in my mind each step of the way So how do I move on Have you moved on Are you over us Do you ever wonder How I'm holding up And I know it's selfish To even ask But when I'm alone It all comes flooding back So what do I do now Did I let you all down Are these just the growing pains Need to accept that I couldn't stay So how do I move on Will I ever move on Was I in the wrong It's too late it's done So how do I move on