Glitter

DSLR flash Looking past the lens A teenage imitation Now just a picture of a picture I've taken Glitter closing my eyes Falling asleep with your hand in mine Every moment has a touch of goodbye We were watching it leave while we still had time I wanna kill your boyfriend On the phone you said "I promise, I know it's bad" When I come home on the holiday You tell me everything In my bed Whispering like we're thirteen again Glass bottles in the trunk Looking for something far past drunk Learning how to be loved in the back of a car that you're scared of Fall from a chemical high Outrunning the feeling of being alive But after it ended, you never felt right You're not supposed to take that stuff all the time I wanna kill your boyfriend He can never know you He wants to crush you in his hands And every time That you say "he loves me" I say, "That's not what love means" I say, "That's not what love means" That's not what love means That's not what love means I say, "That's not what love means" I say, "That's not what love means" That's not what love means That's not what love means That's not what love means That's not what love means