Modern Woman

I feel like a modern woman I get up late, I'm always saying "Man, I gotta hit the DMV" Always bills I'm paying I feel like shit in the afternoon 2pm is a wormhole into buying clothes on Instagram And standing in front of my fridge eating deli ham If I could choose to be Free of modernity What would it make of me? I want something to feel I want anything that's real I'll take whatever will hit me Just hit me hard Hit me hard Hit me hard I don't wanna be numb anymore I can't check out of what I am made for I waited forever to want it again And I want it Want it Want it Want it again I feel like a modern woman An effortless, beautiful mess I'm crying in a way that's not pathetic You just wouldn't get it They love me when I am miserable Cause I'm super marketable Sad girl sings a simple song And all the others sing alone If you could sell to me A brand new way to be I would buy it, but I'd rather be free I want something to feel I want anything that's real I'll take whatever will hit me Just hit me hard Hit me hard Hit me hard I don't wanna be numb anymore I can't check out of what I am made for I waited forever to want it again And I want it Want it Want it Want it again Give me a book to read and look smart Tell me what I should eat and how hard I need to try before I fall apart I wanna feel, oh I wanna feel Give me a book to read and look smart Tell me what I should eat and how hard I need to try before I fall apart I wanna feel, oh I wanna feel I want something to feel I want anything that's real I'll take whatever will hit me Just hit me hard Hit me hard Hit me hard I don't wanna be numb anymore I can't check out of what I am made for I waited forever to want it again And I want it Want it Want it Want it again