Update: It's Not Raining Anymore

I'm sorry if I come off cold I'm sorry if I come off too bold I'm sorry when the depressive state kicks in You won't know where I've been I don't know how to begin "Okay" is how I'll say I'm feeling now Why won't my head stop reeling How am I supposed to explain this right When I don't understand the purpose of the fight Woah it's not raining anymore Woah it's not raining anymore Update Comfort, covers crushing me They do their job, they cover me A lid to my f*****g vanity My sanity, my sanctuary The world inside my head that grounds me to reality But reality is faded, indifferent, a fallacy Woah it's not raining anymore Woah it's not raining anymore Update I know, I know I'm digging a hole down in my soul I know, I know But I can't let go Woah it's not raining anymore Woah it's not raining anymore Update