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I hate it when you lie, I hate it when I cry, I hate it when my mind makes up these things Intoxicated every night, I can barely close my eyes Wish that I could sleep better tonight I don't know what day it is, I'm lost in a daze, this is the worst How can I hurt more than I do on my own Maybe I should put down my phone Believe it, what's the reason not to Breaking down when there's no one around Don't speak up, I'll speak out loud What's the harm if I can do worse by myself Breaking down when there's no one around Don't speak up, I'll speak out loud What's the harm if I can do worse by myself Let's play detective, leave it to the professional I can read signs, read minds, read your body We all know how this ends, doomsday conclusions All this work to be so wrong, I feel so useless I don't wanna be right, so why do I catch myself hoping that I might be Just so I know I'm not crazy, crazy Lost in a trance, come on let's dance Turn the music up, I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know If ignorance is bliss, then I wanna be the happiest Kept searching to find a masochist Hit me with it, with your biggest shot Show me what you got, come on make it hurt, baby Cause honey, I know so much worse Baby, put me in a hearse Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know Breaking down when there's no one around Don't speak up, Ill speak out loud What's the harm if I can do worse by myself Break it down when there's no one around Don't speak up, I don't speak out loud What's the harm if I can do worse by myself By my,by myseld , yeah You got it, Babe