Delirium

Looking pretty in the corner Fragile like glass If they asked me to dance I fear I'd do what they asked They're serving tea cakes at their pretty parties They're coming up fast on me I say sorry I'm not meant to last I loved you once so I guess I'll love you forever I'm in black and my mascara's running home to you I talked to the wind She doesn't like me very much She said she'd tell God But he's too high to touch Am I so hard to love Am I debt that you owe The room is on fire that much I know My heart left my chest My fingers are numb I can't stay here and I can't go back where I'm from In delirium Staring at the mirror I can't look away But it's not in vain Yeah I'm crashing like a train They're asking me things and I don't have answers If I don't speak now I'm a burnt out lantern It's all coming down They liked me once but I know it won't last forever I'm back and my ego's turning black and blue I talked to the wind She doesn't like me very much She said she'd tell God But he's too high to touch Am I so hard to love Am I debt that you owe The room is on fire that much I know My heart left my chest My fingers are numb I can't stay here and I can't go back where I'm from In delirium If there was a guitar in this room I'd look away I'd turn my blushing face to the wall if they asked me to play I'm unnaturally laughing with men that I hate As they lean in for a kiss I exclaim that I can't stay Floating around in my pool of pity Wondering how many good years I have left that I'll stay pretty A pocketful of dreams but they don't pay the bills Now I know why the starlets turn to pills The tears come fast when no one can see them In delirium I talked to the wind She doesn't like me very much She said she'd tell God But he's too high to touch Am I so hard to love Am I debt that you owe The room is on fire that much I know My heart left my chest My fingers are numb I can't stay here and I can't go back where I'm from In delirium