I Wish I Was Better At Guitar

I wish I was better at guitar I wish I could play piano like my sister She's always been far better than me I was a quitter at 13 I wish my friends didn't live so far I wish I was still getting lost in Boston In the hallway singing harmonies Feels like just last week It's tempting to feel empty Forcing pain so I can write a good song But once I start crying 'bout one thing I remember everything else wrong I don't feel lonely But I do feel alone I think I should be happy On my own People surround me Though I never feel secure The path is clear But the end is obscured I wish that I could connect the dots I wish I could see, see the bigger picture October has never felt so long Waiting for the break of dawn I wish I could keep up with the times I wish my legs could run as fast as my head Looking for a place where I belong What's good is gone It's tempting to feel empty Forcing pain so I can write a good song But once I start crying 'bout one thing I remember everything else wrong I don't feel lonely But I do feel alone I think I should be happy On my own People surround me Though I never feel secure The path is clear But the end is obscured Emotional dominoes Hit the ground one by one All it takes Is one small push For everything to fall down My safety net Is gone I've been numb For too long I don't wanna talk about anything With anyone I don't feel lonely But I do feel alone I think I should be happy On my own People surround me Though I never feel secure The path is clear But the end is obscured