Mediocre at Best

She remembers the child she once was Longing for something more The innocence was lost All the little things Don't excite her like before Lays staring at a screen The void remains unseen Please put this mind at ease Seeing faces in her dreams The future never ends Say voices in her head No one's noticing That she feels Worthless Mediocre at best Quietly fighting a war inside her head She's running A race that won't end Around the circle Her thoughts eternal She keeps asking who she thought she was Just a memory to forget Nothing ever feels like quite enough Always seeking to impress Lays starting at a screen The void remains unseen Please put this mind at ease Seeing faces in her dreams The future never ends Say voices in her head No one's noticing That she feels Worthless Mediocre at best Quietly fighting A war inside her head She's running A race that won't end Around the circle Her thoughts eternal Am I supposed to cry? Is there somewhere to hide? How do I hate and love at the same time? Is it all a lie? Does time really fly? Scared to look life right in the eyes I watch it pass me by Why do I even try? Grieving for what was never alive Worthless Mediocre at best Quietly fighting a war inside her head She's running A race that won't end Around the circle Her thoughts eternal