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At first I thought it wasn't true But then I heard from four or five people I guess it's common knowledge news Cursing my name in your steeple Maybe I never really knew Thought we were real Now it's a blur I was just something to pass through A placeholder while you waited for her Why do you say it proud? Am I a joke you tell the crowd? Why do you pretend I won't find out? Whispers all turn into shouts Now I'm stuck writing these sad songs And everyone knows there about you My intuition was right all along When I used to see you two You were my final destination I was a rest stop, a bump in your road You saw me as a vacation Yet I saw you as my home Why do you say it proud? Am I a joke you tell the crowd? Why do you pretend I won't find out? Whispers all turn into shouts A placeholder A placeholder while you waited for her A placeholder A placeholder while you waited for her A placeholder A placeholder While you waited, you waited for her