Hoodie

Yeah, I've still got your hoodie You never took it from me I don't wanna wash it But I'm too afraid to wear it I'm sure this torture was intended Just like everything else Everything else you did Yes, I can recall the days They seem like they never ended They were beautiful and flawless But then the "but" comes in And suddenly things start changing Your hoodie still smells like you Don't know if you know this but trust me, I do I wanna wash it but you know me I'll regret it immediately You know, it's been a while since we've been face to face To be honest, you know it's killing me But it's not like I can say anything since you're not even listening Your hoodie brings nostalgia back It's like a tsunami attack I don't know what you expect me to do for you So I take a step back I try to relax Try to distract myself from the past But it's all laid out in front of me and I'm not sure what to believe Was your plan to use me as your pawn? Is this all just for fun? I always imagined the monster in the closet to look a little different Not like your eyes burning in my mind Which is all messed up curtesy of your category five I'm not sure what to do I bet you like that Don't you Uh oh I washed your hoodie There they go The memories are fading So I just keep it tucked away 'Cause I'm still to scared to let go Of you