Doomed to Consume Me

I've been known to say things I don't really mean Some might call it People pleasing It's not like that with you We speak reckless Brash and bold you crashed Into my atmosphere Like something I was needing You were something I was needing A safe place to land An innocence like holding hands Under the table A flower with red petals But everybody knows Roses have their thorns Some just hide them better Without warning Slowly Orbiting a fire Doomed to consume me A whisper and a moment The easiest breathing You, the catalyst For living With new meaning But like a sunrise fading In the dimming light A slow indifference invaded Just Too much of a good thing Without warning Slowly Orbiting a fire Struggling to separate Need and desire Doomed to consume me I want to thank you For waking me up Liberating my love Because of you I know who I'm not Feeling light for the first time In forever Next time I'll know I'll be enough And I'll read the signs When I find myself I'll know the signs When I find myself Without warning Slowly Orbiting a fire Without warning Slowly Orbiting a fire Struggling to separate Need and desire Doomed to consume me Doomed to consume me Doomed to consume me