Meltdown

Why I wonder why I keep dead roses beside my bed  Memories live within the petals Frozen away in silent echos Is it cause I find them beautiful Or is it cause I cannot bring myself to get rid of them Taking the shape of someone, anyone Taking the place of all but one Meltdown again Summer heat is matching me Meltdown again Melting down, breaking down Now Is it safe to say I'm saved from all that I have become No one is safe from you entirely  Losing a winning game in spite of me Or have I only replaced the ache And changed the place from which this Generational rage comes from Why can't I seem to wipe the slate clean The canvas is blank but what's behind the screen  Meltdown again Summer heat is matching me Meltdown again Melting down, breaking down Meltdown again Summer heat is matching me Meltdown again Melting down, breaking down Summer heat is matching me Summer heat is matching me Melting down, breaking down Melting down, breaking down Summer heat is matching me Summer heat is matching me Melting down, breaking down Melting down, breaking down Meltdown again Summer heat is matching me Meltdown again Melting down, breaking down Meltdown again Summer heat is matching me Meltdown again Melting down, breaking down Summer heat is matching me Summer heat is matching me Melting down, breaking down Melting down, breaking down Summer heat is matching me Summer heat is matching me Melting down, breaking down Melting down, breaking down