Serendipity

I'm not sad anymore So this complicates the methods that I've used before  I'm not alone anymore So I long to live in solitude forevermore  Cause I don't know how to live in the present moment Cause I don't know how to swim in my mind's infinite ocean Can you show me how to live in the present moment Been swimming my way out, swimming away, swimming away I only love me when others love me too Am I becoming the person you always wanted me to be The person I criticized in you I will carry my homeland with me With every word that I speak  Building homes in memories  Now is it too much to ask for a stroke of Serendipity I'm not scared anymore  But when I am in the dark I'm still a little girl   I'm not me anymore Cause I'm learning to forgive myself for all it's worth  I'm learning how to live in the present moment But will I ever learn to swim in my mind's infinite ocean Can you show me how to live in the present moment again Cause I'm still swimming my way out, swimming away, swimming away I only love me when others love me too Am I becoming the person you always wanted me to be The person I criticized in you I will carry my homeland with me With every word that I speak  Building homes in memories  Now is it too much to ask for a stroke of Serendipity Serendipity I never really hear myself writing this music But I try and sing along  Can you hear my silence Long after it's dead and gone  I only love me when others love me too Am I becoming the person you always wanted me to be The person I criticized in you? I will carry my homeland with me With every word that I speak  Building homes in memories  Now is it too much to ask for a stroke of Serendipity I never really hear myself writing this music But I try and sing along  Can you hear my silence Long after it's dead and gone