how do I leave now?

I moved to a new town in June We settled down, no rent was overdue It was better than what I was used to Found a city that could never turn me blue It's crazy how it all can go away In a second everything can change And I don't know how to run Don't know how I'm gonna leave without a sound Will my friends even miss me now Hope It's just for a while How am I supposed to leave right now? My mom never showed me the bills Stayed in the kitchen cooking all my favorite meals And I knew but I still stayed quiet Took all my anger out and called her a liar I never knew such stories end this way Now there's no one left to come and take the pain But I don't know how to run Don't know how I'm gonna leave without a sound Will my friends even miss me now Hope It's just for a while How am I supposed to leave right now? I knew I saw it coming this way And I held on so tight just to wish that I could stay I'm taking my dreams on this train I'll pack all my things and come back another day And I'll move to a new town soon Unpack my things I'll hang the photos in my room