Overdose

Who would I be if I put it all down And I tell em I'm quitting Like I took down my page erase everything Because I feel different sick of this shit Tell me I'm spitting that's nothing to say You tell me who isn't everyone is Ain't getting attention ain't talking about guns Drugs or some bitches I really don't fit in If my professor would listen to this then I know They'd be switching classes dismissed Take away status they know that I'm acting I'm lacking ambition pretending again Acting I'm acting I'm acting until I'm bread winning Get me check Just want a house and a salary Do anything until I get it God damn I confess I am such a mess I can't with the stress Five in all the same Never got knowledge I only got debt People they tell me I'm blessed love I love the respect But I hate the direction Academics going to leave me depressed Lay me to rest Raise your hand Ask a question F*ck it all up then learn the lesson Watch what you say It'll leave impressions Might see my face It don't mean I'm present Trapped in my brain Send EMS Dont KMS Reset What I need next Is a Recess Intermission Still bad decisions I'm dead Overdosed On the feels Kill me slow Cant be real I don't know What role to fill Playing both And no free will Overdosed On the feels Kill me slow Cant be real I don't know What role to fill Playing both And no free will Lost my mind and now I'm going blank Wouldn't know if you seen my face Hide the pain let's play pretend Pressure on I don't see the end Keep on coming I must defend Take my soul and they siphon it Ride the fence I really can't decide On which side to pick mind is spent My defense there's a lot of weight Carried with me stacked on my plate Shits the same its a bitter taste Made progression then hit erase Back to back to back small room pacing Acting as if thats not insane Cardiac attack heart is racing Collapse and pass away hit the grave Automatic weapon in my head need a sedative I never get a rest and I blame it on adrenaline I'm feeling really vexed been testin if its Evident I'm guessing that it's present cuz they giving me a Medicine Trapped in the depths in a hole no ketamine Staring at the glass reflects my enemy Making me a mess Adding to the entropy Smashing the glass you can tell him that he dead to me Overdosed On the feels Kill me slow Cant be real I don't know What role to fill Playing both And no free will Overdosed On the feels Kill me slow Cant be real I don't know What role to fill Playing both And no free will