Realness

You know I'm trynna keep it cool in this business So here's a little song about all my realness I don't really know who I am in this game But I hope I find out before I get some fame With a little mellow beat and just one verse I hope I can get rid of this writers block curse How do I keep it real without a crew or fans What in this game are E.M. J.'s plans He don't even know so he's just gonna wing it Damn I wish he wouldn't cause he can't freestyle So if he is damn sure this'll take a while Thank-you Syndrome for your musical talent Just because of you I can fulfill my dream Pursue my life long goal to be a famous rapper And I hope you'll be a fan who claps along Now look don't get me wrong some of this new stuff is catchy But other stuff is just words and a beat that match each other What happened to Hip-Hop it seems like it's dead Now the monsters in my head are trynna get out Cause they wanna show y'all what raps about And I don't care 'bout anyone who has there doubts about me I've gotta get out of those days you see Yeah it's just me, myself and I in this world What makes it harder for me to survive Is that I get picked on 'bout every little thing The only thing I really know how to do is rap and sing And that's what I wanna do in my life So I guess I gotta focus on what I write And without anyone it's hard for me to get over suicide But look I got over it with my parents pride Thank-you mum and dad for all your support I wish I could see you more often But the choice you made was one that you had to No I'm not mad cause I needed this change as well And because of this move my grades haven't fell Finally I can live in peace and not have to worry About what people say but look Molly please forgive me I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you in that way But I was in love and didn't know what to say I thought you hated me and never acknowledged my existence Please forgive me I just wanna be friends Why can't we just talk to each other Look it's fine if you don't want to be bothered my bad But please just tell me let me know what you want I've got no issues in my life now I moved And my friends make me feel so good I'm glad I did There's no devil on my shoulder anymore But my life is now a god damn bore Because it's ecstatic when I record I'm just so excited I cannot hide it This right here is every real thing that's ever happened to me But these are the things that made me be Made me see what I've gotta do to get to the top And this right here will make you bop Because my lyrics and this beat just have pop I've just talked about all my realness So I hope this makes it to the business And get me noticed for my talent Or if not you know I'll keep trying If I fail look I won't be crying I just try hard to make me get shining