Pain

It's hard to be tough when you know that it's gonna be rough tomorrow When you realize that the pain inside will be there again all day long It's like we are in a jungle, we all have our kinds of struggle Then we go outside and we understand what we fucking need is survival The world is playing darts and we're all a fucking dartboard Leavin' us with deep holes You can even see how much people carry when you peep at their faces closely How much pain they carry if it's light or heavy Cause we know it is inevitable And before you know it's near then you feel and it hurts like a spear Will you stay away from me? Cause it's hard to live my day Will you stay away from me? Cause with you, I'll lose my way No matter how I wish that you stay away from me You will keep coming for more indefinitely You're definitely my companion infinitely Though I still cannot get used to you, how can this be I learned when the days are cruel, you are a necessary fuel You're evil, but you will help me duel difficulties With all these pressure on me, will I still be a fucking jewel I don't know if you're an ally or friend, but you'll be here till the end So I have to pretend that I'm okay Even though you're heavy on me, said I'm okay Even though it pains me to see when I look into the mirror, it's hard to recognize me Said I'm okay, I'm not a fucking store Please don't come in more, my fucking head is sore I am burnt to my core, do not knock on my door Will you stay away from me Cause it's hard to live my day Will you stay away from me Cause with you, I lose my way Will you stay away from me Cause it's hard to live my day Will you stay away from me Cause with you, I lose my way