Thunderbird & Meltdowns

Um Yeah Thunderbird Erik Um Yeah Let's go I was sixteen years old When I 1st start to roll I was whippin' slow My girl told me to go She had her momma's car keys I was afraid of the speed She told me all I need to do Was believe in a dream She said a drug dealer's destiny Is reaching a key And if you drug dealing then I think imma leave Because ain't no Scarfaces Ever made it out alive And that's the same fate That caught her brother in the ride That's when I started to hide All the things I would buy She started looking at me funny Cus I didn't have a job She said I love the fact You got all of this time After school, I'm going to college And I'm taking my ride I said I'll be alright Knowing I'm lying inside If she leaves with all the rides Then my money would die I said how long I got? Acting like I was surprised She said about 2 months I put my money aside Hello Hello Hello "Erik, Erik" Can you hear me Hello Hello Hello "Why are trying to run away" Hello! "Remember the game needs you, I need you" Is anybody there Hello Hello Hello Hello Hello "We've come so far" Hello! "Isn't this what you want?" Hello "What you said you wanted" "Come back please" Hello Hello Hello I remember Pullin' up on the 1st day of school F*ck all the rules Imma stunt so they think I was cool I have my 1st ride Nobody could tell me nothing A tape deck So the radio I was bumpin' The speaker had a crack So it fucked with the sound I rolled my window down And drove around with a frown It had a lot of miles But at the time I didn't know Freedom comes at a cost On a car that's been drove But f*ck it tho All I wanted to do is ride Show everyone I could drive To get away from my pride My phone rings My girl on the other side "I'm lonely I know you got a different life" But try to find some time To get away before I leave You only got a week Some come see me, please Ugh c'mon, ugh, dammit No C'mon man Damn! "Hi Erik Thank you for coming in I'm Sara  And thank you for taking the steps to get some help That's the 1st part of recovery I want to start with the voices"