Reflection (BOTH SIDES)

One of the hardest things I had to learn, bruh Once God decides that something is no longer for you He won't let you be at peace with that shit Peace with that shit So whatcha a baller, because u steady playin both sides I'm So wise, and I won't sink to your level like low tides You know I seen demons all my life but never go hide So try, make old sacrifices, rock the goat Hyde They'll drown in the deep water I call that I a choke dive Or kill em in a bowtie crack a smile giving low fives Believing that you see me clear got em peering thru with closed eyes Now that I'm here co-sign as I'm watching ya ghost rise This is death music, body 'em leave em stretched music Punch a hole through ya chest, yes that bloody mess music I am blessed stupid, that's why I got all that get through this U can't pull me from myself, guess I am set rooted They can never break me even if they wanna pay me And u can never play me even if u standing 8 ft The reaper coming for ya, they can never undertake me Cuz they know they be left sway z while dancing with the daises Just look at the picture, the blood and the scripture Spirits looking richer while my heart is growing sicker Playin the fixture sipping the mixture I heard a little whisper and hit me like a twister Just look at the picture, the blood and the scripture Spirits looking richer while my heart is growing sicker Playing the fixture sipping the mixture I heard a little whisper and hit me like a twister Wake me up inside, wake me up inside Call my name and save me From the Dark Bid my blood to run Wake up before I come undone Even though I'm a cancer man my mom died from cancer damn The old me is coming back, running back hand to hand I wanna stack Bodies high disperse em when I cram the van Always kept it a buck for quarters Man to man I spit bar supreme, not fake margarine cream And guard the dream from those always targeting Put faces to the wall, snatch sculls and carve them clean One of the most underrated, to never make it arguably Is that money on your mind or a price on your head Is that fire that you're spit inferno ur dead Don't cross the line, wrong border Your last talk order Get boxed under the rocks with pops and hard mortar Seemin' that the dream will exceed once my reach is gone What you teach is wrong Don't doubt the will like Mia Long You're lackin' my meaning And seeming to need a read along Claiming the throne, this is something not agreed upon Look at the picture, the blood and the scripture Spirits looking richer while my heart is growing sicker Playin' the fixture, sipping the mixture I Heard a little whisper and it hit me like a twister Just look, just look at the picture Playin' the fixture, sipping the mixture They thought they could break someone who's already been through the fire They thought they'd be the one to push you over the edge To bring you down to your knees To take the pieces of your broken past and turn them against you But oh, how wrong they were See, they didn't understand that those broken pieces they wanted to exploit They were the very parts of you that made you unbreakable They thought your scars were weaknesses Thought they'd found the cracks in your armor But those scars, they were your strength, your battle marks Your proof that you'd already faced and survived things far worse than anything they could throw at you They thought they'd be the ones to make you crumble To finally finish the job that life had already tried so hard to do They couldn't comprehend that the pain you've felt before The darkness you've endured All of it has shaped you into someone far stronger than they could ever handle They played their little mind games Threw their words like knives, thinking they'd find a way into your mind, into your heart But all they did was reveal their own weaknesses, their own fragility in the face of someone who's already been through it all