Blame (feat. Tamashii)

I tried to make myself believe That I had all I'd ever need Let my emotions get between My heart and my mind But my souls fine And you ain't do shit but distract me I let you In you let me sink I watched my life change as I'd blink Where's the hope where's the faith Cause I've lost mine Save it for someone who cares You messing up my happiness I was doing good and then you came and made my life a mess Cleaned it up myself and the. i started dealing with more stress I'm not sick about it but Im still gonna take the medicine I've got Too much on my brain Too much on my mind I don't ever sleep no more I sit awake at night Demons try to eat at me They wanna see me die You know I'm a dreamer but my nightmares come alive I blame myself for all the problems that's inside of my head Blame myself for all the people trying to rip me to shreds I blame myself for coming up then losing all of my bread I blame myself for all the reasons that I wanna be dead I blame myself for loving people who ain't loving me back I blame myself for wasting time and doing things that were bad I blame myself for every memory came up from the past I blame myself for ever letting anyone in again I tried to make myself believe That I had all I'd ever need Let my emotions get between My heart and my mind But my souls fine And you ain't do shit but distract me I let you In you let me sink I watched my life change as I'd blink Where's the hope where's the faith Cause I've lost mine I'm like, Damn Better hit me if you got a plan They be sleeping like they off the Xans Said I can't, but I think that I can Aye, Damn Better hit me if you got a plan They be sleeping like they off the Xans Said I can't, but I think that I can Yeah yeah yeah yeah, Aye! I let emotions grab the wheel You always lie, don't keep it real Not strong enough to break the steel Lost my mind and my heart, now my souls gone Where did my mind just go, It's scary Blacker, your soul, like berries My mind and soul My mind and soul My mind and soul My mind and soul, yeah!