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I remember when I was a kid and used to play In the backyard till the sun would set Running through the field, not a single care Not a problem in sight, nor a broken heart Used to play with friends, now I play pretend Swear sometimes I don't even know my name Living in my head has a price to pay Questioning myself, am I thinking straight? Beauty's in the eyes of the beholder so I hold her really tight You never know if it's the last time But when she go away, I'm left alone with my reflection in the mirror And the monsters come to play now Cole said, no role models, and I guess that he was right, man The more that you grow, the more that you realize that no one knows what they're doing And that's comforting to know, but scary if you think about it in the long run I don't really know if I'm gonna be okay I don't really know how to make it through today I don't really know what you want me to say Look for better days, but it always feels the same I'm not crying about it I'm not trying to hide it I could never deny, I'm afraid of the dark when it comes from my mind My perspective is a Atlantis, I've been Milo trying to find it, but the deeper that I dive the more shipwrecks that I find Shit that's underneath my skin I'm afraid to ask my dad, so I'd rather go online Look for answers I can find Cause the judgment that's in house cuts way deeper than it sounds How can I grow up and shine? When I'm rusty from them battle scars Flowers blossom where I'm not Should I run or should I hide from who I might come to be If I don't get to correct the curse of this sinking ship I don't really know if I'm gonna be okay I don't really know how to make it through today I don't really know what you want me to say Look for better days, but it always feels the same I'm not crying about it I'm not trying to hide it I could never deny, I'm afraid of the dark when it comes from my mind