The Way I See The World

It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the cards that I was dealt, so I play along This a song to ease my soul, so I sing along It's the way I see the world, it goes on It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on I don't wanna feel like a burden I'm clenching my Jaw, rigor mortis I'm sensing there might be a pattern I'm sensing this might be a problem I don't understand how to fix it It's written all over your face Whenever I see you reacting My flaws seem too hard to accept You mad cause I can't feel as happy Surrounded by family and friends My smoking can get out of hand Uncomfortably numbing my mind Protecting my feelings is hard I need you to be on my side The grass looking greener than green Across from the place I live in I haven't been calm since 2009 My mind's in the clouds but I feel underground My heart's beating faster than racing F1 My limbs getting numb while I'm fighting to stand It's everything turning and turning around I'm feeling so nauseous and out of my mind I'm losing autonomy of my anatomy No Deuteronomy passage can salvage me It's been 4, 5 minutes, it feels like a lifetime I'm fading away into conscious unconsciousness It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the cards that I was dealt, so I play along This a song to ease my soul, so I sing along It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the cards that I was dealt, so I play along It's the song to ease my soul, so I sing along It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on On and on On and on It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on I'm pacing back and forth, pacing back and forth Back against the wall, sensory overload Overstimulated half the time Gears on overdrive spinnin' out Thought I try to forget about Come to shore as the sun come out Ancient history feels alive Fills the present like fog at night Comes in waves like a crashing tide Crappy memories through my eyes I look for reasons not to numb the pain Cause I'm really scared of trying Novocaine Worked too hard to get to where I am To f*ck it up and throw it all away I feel this pressing on my beating heart While trying to pump some life through my veins It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on It's the cards that I was dealt, so I play along This a song to ease my soul, so I sing along It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on On and on On and on It's the way I see the world, it goes on and on