My Time

Check Yeah I definitely shed a few off this one Had to get some stuff off my chest Ain't it crazy how no one can make more time and yet man made it Given too much of mine to things I can't control, so now I'ma take it I know my future set in stone and yet, I still feel jaded Ten years today it marks the date and man it's crazy In my mind I still see Cyrus staring in my iris, steady smiling It's like he knew that I was a red giant whose stars was simply out of alignment Yet when he died, I was hiding at the funeral so no one would see me crying Eight months later he slid in my dreams said my flag's been posted on the mountain I'm climbing I learned heaven ain't no Utopia glowin floatin over the sky It's right behind yo eyes because that's where the truth lies But the disrespectful truth is just that life ain't been too kind I just hope that I get to see my time, before it's my time My time I just hope I get to see my time before it's my time You don't know pain until you go numb and then you can't feel it Face painted with smiles and haha's just to conceal it Eyes getting watery as I cut and expose these layers I'm peeling On the real, I ain't been seeing the point of praying, hoping, and kneeling But I'm still grateful for how darkness has forever changed me Grabbed that bull by the horns, made it a cape and then I saved me Crazy how fall outs and words man they really no longer faze me, yet when I heard that they took Nerd from us it had the whole day hazy Peace love and light if yo last few days been like or worse than mine They say everything heals with time, man I just hope you can keep that in mind But in the meantime, take some me time to be kind to self, treat yo mind, feed yo soul, love on yo family while there's still time 'cause it's no rewind I learned heaven ain't no Utopia glowin floatin over the sky It's right behind yo eyes because that's where the truth lies But the disrespectful truth is just that life ain't been too kind I just hope that I get to see my time, before it's my time My time I just hope that I get to see my time before it's my time See heaven ain't no Utopia glowin floatin over the sky It's right behind yo eyes because that's where the truth lies But the disrespectful truth is just that life ain't been too kind I just hope that I get to see my time, before it's my time