Appreciate Me For Me

Patching wounds or so it seems Like im sewing seams Slowing streams in my dreams But i cant sew it seems Waking up then i scream It was more a nightmare than a dream Im quite scared suddenly As i stare it comes back to me In my sleep as i glare it frightens me Knowing i can look awake while asleep Having stress or a headache can have an attack on me Thankyou so much epilepsi I just hinted some manical madness R's are consistent in radical radness You are among listed in semi full wackness This aint tongue twisted this is medical madness Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows Epileptic fell hit my head need anticeptic Look im asthmatic trynna catch my breath have at it Not athletic but i run and send it Til i get dizzy and a fit ends it Need my ventalin lungs not peddling Gotta vent again health issues i be meddling Scripts i read ahead meds be settling Racing in my head again running out of breathe Before i hit the end lung capacity getting less Catch my breathe ventalin you know the hell this is Asthmatics on the brain lungs failing In a different way you play the same sports the same games But u dont lose your breathe the same way Why do i have to use meds to breathe the same That just sounds unfair and just fucking insane Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows These are actually some of my medical issues Some say ive got more mental disputes Im not saying its false some of this is true You're a friend so stay by my side like i would for you For mental problems you need a councillor Cant always solve them so you bottle up You need to hold them before their time is done They feel condemned still here so your fight is nearly won Claiming victory never defeat As your looking down at your feet Thinking dirt looks so fucking neat Yeah you can tie a rope so clean Make it all go away like it was just a dream But its not no i mean Its real life if you understand what i mean what ive seen What ive gone through as a human being So please dont leave Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows Now were moving on Trynna make a song My will is strong Trynna make it flow along Here we go Fizzle on the road On track to do shows Trynna spit hectic flows Yelling out loud at a high decibel Just get to the point like a decimal Meds help but side effects just terrible In the end f*ck meds i just need an edible The covid vacs i be skeptical But docs went to medi school they are credible Mistakes happen not intentional Thanks guys yous are incredible