Alone

I can't feel when I'm alone Feel like living I think I don't Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall So i can fall I don't know if I can push on Am I living or am I dying? No clue man I don't know at all One thing I know, is that I am all on my own Think I got friends? Now who do I pretend to be? The reaper has already set his date for me Screaming at myself as I look in the mirror thinking "Dying might just be the remedy" To cure the pain that is eating every part of me Feeding on my everything This mental insanity's causing calamity Upon my soul, man i'm sure that i'm bound to be Broken inside, on the verge of collapsing I wanna give up, but hope has recaptured me Look at my life, you see smiles and I see debris I look in the mirror, see someone who isnt me I got the keys to the Doors but i'm never free I'm so alone maybe that is Why I can't feel, cus' I can't feel when I'm alone Feel like living I think I don't Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall My body is weakening, my mind is decieving My thoughts as they're bleeding They're crying and screaming As my soul is leaving, my mind is still reaping My thoughts of the feeling you feel when you're dreaming And it's all misleading, you die when you're living You choke as you're breathing You starve as you're eating And then you repeat it You're always defeated, you're never completed Unless you conceded and sit where you're seated You'll never be needed, you'll always be cheated You'll never be treated the way that you're treating the people you're needing Cus they're also bleeding Their mind is decieving their thoughts as they're screaming for help And they're begging for people to save em Whilst I keep on faking like I got the power to save em I can't cause i'm also done with the life i was given I'm lost I can't feel when I'm alone Feel like living I think I don't Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall I can't feel when I'm alone Feel like living I think I don't Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall