BORDERLINE

They tell me they like me, I bet that they do What if they dont, are they telling the truth Put my fears in a box, and I won't let them out So funny i'm running from traumas and dont even know what they're bout F*ck all my friends, i'm about to digest, how it is to be lonely, i'm bout to be blessed Hole in my chest, I made a mess, now that i'm lonely i feel depressed Burst my own bubble to feel something, whenever I do I lose everything Don't know what i write for I don't sound like others and don't even know how to fucking sing You think you're special to me, no ones special to me, I don't care about myself So f*ck all that drama, say that you hate me, guess what, also hating myself Don't like what I do, but I love who I am, and you think you know me, don't know myself I deserve better, don't want what I have There's no need to be better, don't care bout myself Do they even wan't me here? What if they dont? What if they do? Am I what they say? Not what you think Borderline, yeah Borderline, wooh They say i'm so good when I turn it up Don't like what I hear so I turn it down Say what you want and say what you think If you ain't gon' be honest, don't tell me none Do they even wan't me here? What if they dont? What if they do? Am I what they say? Not what you think Borderline, yeah Borderline, wooh I'm not alone when i'm by myself All of these demons be haunting me They're here and they say they wont ever leave They're not what i need, so get out of me Got kinda intense huh? I apologize and i'm sorry Yet again, you dont know me, i'll show you intense if you want me Stay by my side forever and ever, you'd wanna be lonely How can I expect them to want me, when I don't even want me? I'm trying to work on myself but it's hard when I hate me I'm just messing with you, it is hard to improve when there aint no one who does it better than me Who's better than me? who is better than me? You think that you know who is better than me? Nah you don't, don't at me with bullshit and say that you are Try to reach me, you can't while im up on the throne People are lying, they ask me to trust em', how can I? They'll probably break me again Shit is intense, shit is intense, paranoid and i'm scared that they'll leave me again They've done it before and they'll do it again, there's no doubt in my mind I tried to hide, I tried to run, I can't predict where i'm going, take my hands off the wheel when I drive And I pray to the gods that they save me before I go drive off a road, and manslaughter a - Do they even wan't me here? What if they dont? What if they do? Am I what they say? Not what you think Borderline, yeah Borderline, wooh They say i'm so good when I turn it up Don't like what I hear so I turn it down Say what you want and say what you think If you ain't gon' be honest, don't tell me none Do they even wan't me here? What if they dont? What if they do? Am I what they say? Not what you think Borderline, yeah Borderline, wooh I'm not alone when i'm by myself All of these demons be haunting me They're here and they say they wont ever leave They're not what i need, so get out of me Told you to get out of me, I am the prodigy I'm who you wanna be, hate how I got to be me Hate how I got to be me You think that I like how it all feels so lonely with people around me? Running all day and I still can not flee B-Bust down the window man i got to breathe, yo i got to I get so anxious when people tell me that i'm good Its even worse when they tell me i'm bad How can they manage? Whatever they say i get sad Tell me you like me, I might get obsessed Tell me you hate me, I might make a mess I'm F2K, it's so nice to meet you, tell me all about you and dont tell me less What do you fear? Oh, what do I fear? Don't like being lonely Hate when they leave me and when they don't see me, I can't be the only To like the attention still hate when they stare, what you looking at me for? Don't ask me things, I won't let you in, now i'm shutting the door I'm me and i'll stay who I am Dedicated to prove myself worthy to me I'm chasing the person I wan't to be And who I got to be destined to be I'll do what I wanna do, say what I wanna say, be where I wanna be If you don't like the path that i'm taking then you ain't gotta follow me in