Memories (feat. Jessi Garland)

I never meant to hurt you Because I truly did love you I still do But I can't keep living in fear like this I'm sorry Love F Grab my favourite shirt I hate how I can find it Your perfume on my t-shirt Kinda of made my outfit Should I take the pictures down Or leave them up? This house don't feel like home If you're not showing up Now there's nothing left of you And I can't just Tell myself to let go When I'm holding on so hard And now I beg you Don't forget me please If you don't wanna keep me Keep the memories of us You break me nothing like I break myself I'm under water Hands are too Cus' I don't want your help I miss the way you looked at me into my eyes Now the only time I see you Is when I close my eyes I don't like the way you hate me So I hate myself And write these songs So you can hear me Telling you how much I cared for you I hope you miss me Hope you hear me But I know you don't Hoping you'll be happy Though I know I won't I know I won't Exhale My weakness is I need an Escape When I get too close I get too Afraid Memories are flashing fast paced While I run away Exhale I couldn't have you as my Escape Every night I wish I wasn't Afraid Memories are flashing fast paced While I run away I'm begging you see me I'm hoping you do As I'm driving by your house You're looking so happy You're doing so good And you're making me proud I know that you do well I don't wanna ruin Don't know what to do I'm broken but happy I'm sad when I'm smiling I'm rooting for you Yeah I'm rooting for you I hope that you find what you're looking for Know that I'll be here And pick you up from the floor That is if you would fall Hoping you don't Keep runnin lil' superstar You're not alone Go after them dreams that you told me about Go follow your father And fly in the clouds I told you I'd get you the moon And damn if only I could I would give it to you Yeah I'd give it to you And I'm not even sure if I want you to hear me Or you to forget me I'm blinded by love And convincing myself you need me to be happy I know that you don't Wherever you end up I hope that you're loving the beautiful view Know that I mean well If you ever feel bad I'll be here for you I'll be here for you Exhale My weakness is I need an Escape When I get too close I get too Afraid Memories are flashing fast paced While I run away Exhale I couldn't have you as my Escape Every night I wish I wasn't Afraid Memories are flashing fast paced While I run away I still think about you from time to time And I miss you still you know I don't know where we went wrong But I still love you and I don't know