Going thru it

I been going thru it Tryna clear my mind She tried to play stupid I knew it was a lie Smoke until I'm clueless Yeah I gotta stay high I been steady shootin At my demons inside I can't speak I can't think I jus freeze Bad Anxiety It feel like I can't breathe The Drugs is killin me Only when I die you'll be missin me My demons are steady winning Will you miss me Will you miss me I feel so empty This end of me I been going thru it Tryna clear my mind She tried to play stupid I knew it was a lie Smoke until I'm clueless Yeah I gotta stay high I been steady shootin At my demons inside I get too damn high I lost control All these pills to tha face destroying my soul All these thrills that I chase is takin a toll I am so damn numb I'm getting really cold I been going thru it Tryna clear my mind She tried to play stupid I knew it was a lie I been going thru it Tryna clear my mind She tried to play stupid I knew it was a lie Smoke until I'm clueless Yeah I gotta stay high I been steady shootin At my demons inside