Hellscaped Summer

I've been looking for ways to suffer On the days where I don't go through hell My skins begun to wither On this hellscaped summer I can feel the cold My body's growing old But I'm barely twenty one This pain is getting old I'm looking for ways to suffer When I don't go through hell My skins began to wither On this hellscaped summer Don't you follow me I'll lead you to misery I've taken to alchemy To drown out the pain now Don't fall in love with me I'll show the agony I've taken to disarray I'm not looking for a way out I'm looking for ways to suffer When I don't go through hell My skins began to wither On this hellscaped summer Some new kind of alchemy I'm looking to discover Let it wash all over me On this hellscaped summer I tried to sing of love To sing of better days But no words will come to me When I'm drowning in the pain I'm looking for ways to suffer When I don't go through hell My skins began to wither On this hellscaped summer Some new kind of alchemy I'm looking to discover Let it wash all over me On this hellscaped summer