Open Sores

Today I found my open door I run away my muscles sore I can feel the atrophy Don't you tell me what to be Inside my heads a rising sea But I push through to destiny I'll reach for something more Today I tear through open sores Tear away I'm digging more The burns the aches the disavowed Follow me I'll show you how You can run with me Sometimes I am afraid Of the things that I will say I have begged some to stay Others I have cut away I'm out of words nothing left to say So I'll just run away When it's four am I lie awake Listen to you conversate I step outside go out the door Still stuck inside I'm on the floor I reach for something more